its been a time

yupp, its been a time that this blog being intact. entah kenapa pagi ni rasa nak update pulak.hahah

hows life?

ermm, takde pape pun yang baru yang menarik dlm kamus hidup aku ni. aktiviti pun dah kurang, sangat kurang indeed. sampaikan warga bank rakyat kata dah setahun tak nampak kewujudan aku.hahah.
yup, i commit with softball too much.

tp takpelah..berbaloi semua tu..minggu depan dah start dah karnival sukan MASUM.
kali ni nampak mcam boleh bawak balik gold medal je.hahah. harap2 lah last masum ni leh dapat merasa game ke final.

study pun ok je lah kot. being too bold and centered by lecturer pun tak best jugak kekadang. we miss one class, get ready to get fire-up at the next class.hahah. anyway, i hope i get a very good score and grade for this semester.

business, pun quite slow untuk sem ni..xde spark yg boleh buat aku beteul2 nk usahakan business tu..tapi inshaAllah in few week aku akan keluarkan label baju sendiri. lagipun masih mencari nekalan kain yg murah..hahah

thats all kot for tonite..tak rase nk menulis banyak..hahah

Sometimes breaking up isn’t too difficult. Sometimes you know the person is entirely wrong for you. You know that it would never work because you never achieved that level of intimacy necessary to build a lasting relationship. You never became best friends.

Then there are times when breaking up is the most difficult thing in the world, not just because you know that you are breaking your lover’s heart – and your own while you’re at it – but because you are willfully choosing to lose your best friend.

There is nothing worse than choosing to let go and move on when you know that your best friend will never be more than just that, a best friend. It’s a very difficult phenomenon to describe, which is why most go with the all-time favorite cliché: “I love you, but I’m not in love with you.”

The truth is, that is the best way to describe it: You love someone deeply and feel that you ought to be part of each others’ lives, but not in the capacity that you have been thus far. Unfortunately, not everyone can break up and stay friends. In fact, I’d say most couldn’t. That is why we lose our best friends. We lose the people who are most important to us and, let’s be honest, end up lost for a good moment afterwards ourselves.

With time, however, we learn to pick up the pieces and redefine our direction in life. Yet, not all of us completely move on. Some of us still hold on to that friendship even though it is long gone. Why? We do love them. We wish they could be part of our lives. But at the same time we understand that is impossible. So what else is there to do than to write them a letter we’ll never send?

Hey there, stranger.

It’s been a very long time, which I’m sure you’re aware of. I’d like to say that it was your decision alone to keep this distance, but I think we both know it was for the best. I’d like to say that I’m glad you are well, but as we both know I have absolutely no idea how you are. The one thing that can definitely be said is that when we cut ties, we leave no strand behind, but slice right through until we no longer remember how to find each other. It’s amazing to think that once we were inseparable, the best of friends.

You knew me inside and out, and I, you. We were there for each other in the best of times and through the most difficult of times. We definitely managed to put each other through hell on occasion, but when support was needed the most, support was given. Until, of course, that final day. I sometimes find myself wondering why we couldn’t stay in touch. Would it be so bad if we got together for coffee from time to time? Or if we gave each other a ring to see how the other was doing?

Using the phone to make calls has become archaic, but surely we could send a text to wish each other a happy birthday? Or a happy New Year? I mean, we’ve been through so much. You are a part of my life and there is nothing I can do to ever change that.

You can’t be forgotten because forgetting you would be like forgetting myself — impossible. But then again, maybe you are right. Maybe we are better off as far apart as possible. We know we aren’t right for each other. We know it would never work, and we know the friendship we have — we had — created a bond that would make slipping back into romance too easy. It would make repeating the same mistakes too likely, repeating the same heartbreak certain. That’s what it really comes down to: It’s not my heart that I’m worried about, but yours. Breaking my own heart would be my responsibility to bear, but I can’t once again be responsible for breaking yours.

So all that I can do is wish you the best. Wish you a great, bright, loving future. Wish you to find the lover of your dreams and to create a lifetime of your fantasies. I wish for you to find a friend as great as me, but a much better partner. One who won’t drag you through the mud. One who you won’t feel the need to bury with guilt. I wish you all the best and although you will never read this, although we will never speak to each other again, and although you are out of my life forever, I wish you nothing short of happiness.

Never again to be yours, 

Your Lost Best Friend

Im singing my blue :))

I was born and i met you And i have loved you to death My cold heart that has been dyed blue Even with my eyes closed, i can’t feel you

haii korangg..hee.well, saya currently tgh gilagilagila addict kat lagu blue- bigbang..memeang bestt ar bg saya..hahaha. tp bg orang len xtau lahh.. ada yg kata x best..ada yg kata biasa je..tp sbb saya dah mmg minat kt bigbang so lagu ni jd best lah agaknye kan..hahah. btw, time mv official dy kuar kat youtube mmg dah dapat sambutan hangathanget..4 juta viewers dalam masa 2 hari..hahah.mmg layaklah bigbang dijadikan top kpop group..genre yg drg bawak mmg unik..best2..hahah

kenapa yeh lagu blue tu betul2 best compare dgn lagu2 lain (badboy,fantastic baby,love dust) dlam album dy..hahah.sebab mood dy yg betul2 blues tu berjaya mengesankan ati saya kot..ecewahhh..hahaha at the same time saya pun layan jugak guitar cover lagu ni yg dibuat oleh Sungha Jung, Pro fingerstylist guitarist..korang try lah tgk smua lagu2 yg dia cover..best!!gempakk!! hahaha

cute x??hahaha

boom shakalaka..TOP in action.. hahaha

ahh..too muchh program rite now..

hahaha.okeyy..skrg ni currently saya agak buzy dengan beberapa program..hahah.serabut kelapa..jum kita tengok beberapa event yang ada..hahaha

cantik x poster2 kat atas ni? hahah.slhamdulillah dapat siapkan poster2 tu smua dalam masa yg ditetapkan..hahah

hahaha.lama ar pulak tak post..hermm..ok let's introduce again..the name given is hafiz..u can call me anything u prefer as long as it sounds similarly..hihi.now i've been continueing my futher study in university of nother malaysia (UUM) and im taking bachelor in economics. currently im in semester 2, year 1.. okiehh..jum tgk apa yg menarik yg saya boleh tulis yehh..haa.currently minggu exam n semua esaimen banyak kena submit within this few week..so memang agak tension jugaklah..hahah.tp xpe, tension2 ni bagus untuk push limit kita, n akan menggerakkan/memotivasikan diri kita untuk mencapai sesuatu matlamat..haha rutin saya kat sini pun mcm nye sangat pack..tp saya tau tetap ada orang yg lagi pack dr saya..so just be positive, insyaAllah semuanye boleh berjalan dengan baik..hahah.sekarang pun, tiap-tiap petang saya akan menjalani latihan softball kat padang Pusat Sukan UUM..jauh sangat dr DPP (hostel)..kalau jalan kaki mungkin 2 jam baru sampai..jaraknye lebih kurang 6 km..tp xpe, demi minat semuanya boleh!! so pastikan kita minat dalam apa saja yg kita nak buat, pasti menjadi!!haha :)) aritu dah beli dah glove n cleat nike..unik sangat..hahah.sebab dekat dalam team belum ada yg pakai set nike..

hahaha. cantik kan glove n cleat nihh..agpun kelebihan glove ni ianya sangat-sangat-sangat lembut compare ngan glove mizuno, rawlings or glove laen..yg cleat nike ni pun ringan je..cuma in future maybe nak beli satu nike metal cleat..hahah dalam planning, insyaAllah akan membeli satu batt..boleh buat training sendiri..hahah.tp nak carik yg budget2 below 1k sahaja.. yang ni, mizuno frenzy 3.0, ramai yang kata batt ni bagus..hehehe tp frenzy 4.0 pun dah keluar..combat virus pon ok, bustos pon ok..hahaha

agaknye yg mana akan saya beli yehh??hahaha

Kasut idaman pula..hahaha

post sebelum ni tentang jam kan..
haaa, yang ni tentang kasut yang nak sy minat plak..
best3 dapat ni..
hahah

1. Vans Crooks & Castle

-yg ni agak rare jugak..susah giler nk jumpa.hanya ada satu je kat Berjaya Times Square. harga nya RM 389, amoy tu tak bg discount untuk kasut ni..hahah.simple je kan?tak nampk formal sgt and tak nampak kasual sangat..

2. Radii Straigh Jacket


-yang ni nampak memang style..aritu jumpa kat zone 5,Berjaya Times Square..kalau nak beli yang ori harga nya RM 512, tapi yang lopek2 tepi jalan rm 170 dah leh dapat dah.takde beza banyak pun..cuma kualiti and kepuasan pemakai je yang berlainan.hahah.tapi kalau beli on9, baru US$120..tak masuk shipping. kasut ni banyak orang salah anggap macam supra.actually ni smart skit lah..sebab banyak strap2 tu..supra pun dah banyak lambakan..tak best dah.hahaha

3. Adidas 2010 Beckham series

-setiap kali kerje, mesti singgah Adidas e@curve sebab nak curik2 tengok kasut ni.hahah.RM 279 harga nya..macam converse pon ada.cume cutting nya lurus skit..

4. Nike Air Force 1 high cut

-ni entah zaman bila punya kasut lah ni..harga nya pun harga lama kot..dalam 3ratus lah jugak kan..sekarang rase nye yang ori dah tak keluar lagi..kat petaling street banyaklah, harga dalam rm80 je..nak carik yang ada strap tu susah sikit..

5. Nike Air Max 90

-aritu kat nike the curve ada buat sale..kasut ni Rm 179 je..seua staff kedai tu pakai kasut ni dengan tali kasut kuning..style, hahaha

6. Vans Half Cab Dark Brown

-half cab memang senang jumpa kat mane2 kedi kasut, tapi colour dark brown ni hanya ada kat stadium pavilion je..lepas 25% discount hanye rm157..leh beli lah ni..tambah koleksi half cab..hahah

7. Nike Dunk East

-aritu alan ada beli yang low cut punye..smart jgak, RM 125 je..yanh high cut pnye tak tau lah ada jual kat mane, arga pun tatau..


menurut prinsip teori perniagaan,
kehendak dan permintaan manusia memang tak terhad berbanding penawaran produk yang ada dalam pasaran.
hanya permintaan yang tulen iaitu permintaan yang disertakan dengan kemampuan wang je yang boleh melengkapkan proses perniagaan.
hahaha
so,,
carik duit dulu k..
sebab everythings need money kan..

jam idaman ku..

lepas jalan2 kat fahrenheit,
rase teringin pulak nak pakai jam..
so ada lah beberapa list jam yg nak sgt saya miliki..
heee
;)

1. G-Shock Man

-kat malaysia ada 200 unit je,
-harga nya dalam 6 ratus lebeyh..
-ada pelbagai colour: Full pink, full sky blue, n black green



2. Bell & Ross Tourbillon

-ohhh, jam ni sangat2 lah saya suka..kat malaysia yang jual ori hanya da kat KLCC je..harga nya pon memang leh beli kereta sebijik jugak lah..tapi aritu saya tengok kat downtown, dia ada jual yang imitation punya..yang lopek pon harga nye RM 250..perghh..leh tahan jgak lah..hahaha


3. Bell & Ross Airbone

-entah nape saya suka sangat ngan brand ni kan..hahaha.maybe sebab terpengaruh ngan kawan2 kat tempat kerja yang semuanya ada jam BR nih..ohh ye, Airbone ni model latest 2010, airbone yang tahun 2009 punya takde power and trust indicator..yang lama rasenye lagi cantikk..simple je....aritu check harga yang imitation pun agak murah je, RM150 kat downtown, kat Petaling Street: Rm 120. boleh beli lah ni..heee

4. Quiksilver Luma

-simple je, tapi agak striking biru nye..smart jgak lah..harga nya saya belum tengok ag kat quik..nnt lah g pavi tengok..

5.Swatch Baron Samedi

-cute kan..yang ni edition tahun biler entah..hari tu ternampak kat swatch website.design nya special untu James Bond series..tapi manamana jam swatch pun saya tetap suka sebab ringan n comfort+simple je..hahaha


sume jam kat atas memang susah nak dapat, n tak mungkin saya beli kot..mahal tuu..hahaha.kira berangan je lah ni..
tapi off co dalam masa terdekat ni saya nak beli jam satu..maybe brand Swatch kot..ntah lah..hahaha.
apa pandangan korang?
=)